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saphore:

your last words before you die are the 3rd line of the last song you listened to. what are we saying ladies?

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hollenengell:

“how are u?” i literally wanna disappear without an explanation,,, thx for asking!!

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onesieliam:

grumpdiary:

all i want is a partner who is way out of my league but thinks that i’m way out of their league and we’ll live together in perfect confused harmony with a dog

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bakwaaas:

sometimes I see older people and I’m like… how do you do it? how do you cope with the loss of people and places and things as life progresses

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lucifersresources:

mad woman 

“ what did you think i’d say to that? ”
“ they strike to kill and you know i will. ”
“ what do you sing on your drive home? ”
“ do you see my face? ”
“ fuck you forever. ”
“ every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy. ”
“ when you say i seem angry, i get more angry. ”
“ there’s nothing like a mad woman. ”
“ what a shame she went mad. ”
“ no one likes a mad woman. ”
“ you made her like that. ”
“ you’ll poke that bear till her claws come out. ”
“ now i breathe flames each time i talk. ”
“ they say ‘move on’ but you know i won’t. ”
“ it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together. ”
“ you took everything from me. ”

epiphany 

“ keep your life. ”
“ i think he’s bleeding out. ”
“ some things you just can’t speak about. ”
“ with you i serve. ”
“ with you i fall down. ”
“ i think she’s crashing. ”
“ you dream of some epiphany. ”
“ just one single glimpse of relief. ”
“ make some sense of what you’ve seen. ”

betty 

“ i won’t make assumptions. ”
“ it’s like i couldn’t breathe. ”
“ the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you. ”
“ would you tell me to go fuck myself? ”
“ i know i miss you. ”
“ i know where it all went wrong. ”
“ i dreamt of you all summer long. ”
“ it’s finally sinking in. ”
“ the only thing i wanna do is make it up to you. ”
“ will you have me, will you love me? ”
“ will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends? ”
“ will it patch your broken wings? ”
“ standing in you cardigan, kissing in my car again. ”

peace 

“ our coming of age has come and gone. ”
“ never had the courage of my convictions. ”
“ i could never give you peace. ”
“ i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm. ”
“ love’s for show. ”
“ i would die for you in secret. ”
“ your integrity makes me seem small. ”
“ give you the silence that that only comes when two people understand each other. ”
“ family that i chose, now that i see your brother as my brother. ”
“ is it enough? ”

hoax 

“ this has broken me down. ”
“ give me a reason. ”
“ your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in. ”
“ don’t want no other shade of blue. ”
“ no other sadness in the world would do. ”
“ i am ash from your fire. ”
“ you know, i left a part of me back in new york. ”
“ you knew the hero died. ”
“ you knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for? ”
“ you knew it still hurts underneath my scars. ”
“ they pulled me apart. ”
“ you knew you won, so what’s the point of keeping score? ”
“ what you did was just as dark. ”

the lakes 

“ isn’t it romantic how all my elegies eulogize me? ”
“ i’m not cut out for all these cynical clones. ”
“ take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die. ”
“ i don’t belong and, my beloved, neither do you. ”
“ i’m setting off, but not without my muse. ”
“ i’ve come too ar to watch some name-dropping sleaze tell me what my wordsworth. ”
“ i want auroras and sad prose. ”
“ i want to watch wisteria grow right over my bare feet. ”
“ i want you right here. ”
“ no, not without you. ”

lucifersresources:

mirrorball 

“ i’ll show you every version of yourself tonight. ”
“ when i break, it’s in a million pieces. ”
“ they said the end is near. ”
“ i can change everything about me to fit in. ”
“ i’m still a believer. ”

seven 

“ i hit my peak. ”
“ i was too scared to jump in. ”
“ are there still beautiful things? ”
“ cross your heart. ”
“ i still got love for you. ”
“ love you to the moon and to saturn. ”
“ i think your house is haunted. ”
“ your dad is always mad: i think you should come live with me. ”
“ i think you should come live with me. ” 
“ then you won’t have to cry. ”
“ then you won’t have to cry or hide in the closet. ”
“ our love will be passed on. ”
“ our love lasts so long. ”

august 

“ i never needed anything more. ”
“ i can see us lost in the memory. ”
“ i can see us twisted in bedsheets. ”
“ you were never mine. ”
“ wanting was enough. ”
“ you weren’t mine to lose. ” 

this is me trying 

“ i’ve been having a hard time adjusting. ”
“ i didn’t know if you’d care if i came back. ”
“ i have a lot of regrets about that. ”
“ could’ve followed my fears all the way down. ”
“ i’m here in your doorway. ”
“ this is me trying. ”
“ they told me all of my cages were mental. ”
“ so i got wasted like all my potential. ”
“ my words shoot to kill when i’m mad. ”
“ i was so ahead of the curve. ”
“ i ws so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere. ”
“ i ended up here. ”
“ pouring out my heart to a stranger. ”
“ at least i’m trying. ”
“ it’s hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound. ”
“ it’s hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you. ”
“ you’re a flashback in a film reel. ”
“ maybe i don’t quite know what to say. ”

illicit affairs 

“ make sure nobody sees you leave. ”
“ keep your eyes down. ”
“ tell yourself you can always stop. ”
“ that’s the thing about illicit affairs. ”
“ it dies a million little times. ”
“ leave no trace behind. ”
“ you leave no trace behind like you don’t even exist. ”
“ take the words for what they are: a dwindling mercurial high. ” 
“ it only worked the first few hundred times. ”
“ and you wanna scream don’t call me kid, don’t call me baby. ”
“ look at this godforsaken mess that you made me. ”
“ you showed me colours you know i can’t see with anyone else. ”
“ look at this idiotic fool that you made me. ”
“ you taught me a secret language i can’t speak with anyone else. ”
“ you know damned well for you i would ruin myself. ”
“ you know damned well for you i would ruin myself a million little times. ”

invisible string 

“ isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string. ”
“ all along there was some invisible string tying you to me. ”
“ cutting me open, then healing me fine. ”
“ a string that pulled me out of all the wrong arms. ”
“ something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire. ”
“ one single thread of gold tied me to you. ”
“ cold was the steel of my axe to grind for the boys who broke my heart. ”
“ hell was the journey but it brought me to heaven. ”

lucifersresources:

the 1

“ you know the greatest films of all time were never made. ” 
“ if you wanted me, you really should’ve showed. ” 
“ you’re never gonna grow. ”
“ we were something, don’t you think so? ”
“ if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you. ”
“ in my defense, i have none. ”
“ it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one. ”
“ the greatest loves of all time are over now. ”
“ if one thing had been different, would everything be different? ”
“ it would’ve been sweet if it could’ve been me. ”

cardigan 

“ when you are young, they assume you know nothing. ”
“ i knew you. ”
“ baby, kiss it better. ” 
“ i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone’s bed. ”
“ i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone’s bed, you put me on & said i was your favourite. ”
“ a friend to all is a friend to none. ”
“ you drew stars around my scars. ”
“ tried to change the ending. ”
“ i knew you, leaving like a father. ”
“ i knew you’d linger. ”
“ i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs. ”
“ i knew everything when i was young. ”
“ i knew i’d curse you for the longest time. ”
“ i knew you’d come back to me. ”

the last great american dynasty 

“ the wedding was charming. ”
“ there’s only so far new money goes. ”
“ if she never showed up what could’ve been. ”
“ i had a marvelous time ruining everything. ”

exile 

“ if took you five whole minutes to pack us up. ”
“ i didn’t like the ending. ”
“ you’re not my homeland anymore. ”
“ what am i defending now? ”
“ now i’m in exile. ”
“ those eyes add insult to injury. ”
“ i’m not your problem anymore. ”
“ i never learned to read your mind. ”
“ you never learned to read my mind. ”
“ you never gave a warning sign. ”
“ i gave so many signs. ”
“ you didn’t even see the signs. ”

my tears richochet 

“ if i’m on fire, you’ll be made of ashes too. ”
“ even on my worst days did i deserve all the hell you gave me? ”
“ i swear i loved you till my dying day. ”
“ i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace. ”
“ you’re the hero flying around saving face. ”
“ if i’m dead to you why are you at the wake? ” 
“ look at how my tears ricochet. ”
“ when i’d fight you used to tell me i was brave. ”
“ i can go anywhere i want, just not home. ”
“ aim for my heart. ”
“ you would still miss me in your bones. ”
“ i still talk to you. ”
“ you turned into your worst fears. ”

lucifersresources:

as always, feel free to change pronouns etc to fit!

willow.

• “ you cut through like a knife. ”
• “ the more you say, the less i know. ”
• “ wherever you stray, i follow. ”
• “ i’m begging for you to take my hand. ”
• “ i could feel you sneaking in. ”
• “ you were a mythical thing. ”
• “ there was one prize i’d cheat to win. ”
• “ i come back stronger than a 90′s trend. ”
• “ wait for the signal and i’ll meet you after dark. ”
• “ show me the places where the others gave you scars. ”

champagne problems.

• “ your heart was glass, i dropped it. ”
• “ love slipped beyond your reaches. ”
• “ i never as ready, so i watch you go. ”
• “ sometimes you just don’t know the answer. ”
• “ sometimes you just don’t know the answer till someone’s on their knees. ”
• “ what a shame she’s fucked in the head. ”
• “ she’ll patch up your tapestry that i shred. ”
• “ you won’t remember all my champagne problems. ”

gold rush.

• “ i don’t like that anyone would die to feel your touch. ”
• “ everybody wants you. ”
• “ everybody wonders what it would be like to love you. ”
• “ i don’t like that falling feels like flying till the bone crush. ”
• “ what must it be like, to grow up beautiful? ”
• “ i call you out on your contrarian shit. ”
• “ you know it could never be. ”

tis the damn season.

• “ if i wanted to know who you were hanging with while i was gone, i would’ve asked. ”
• “there’s an ache in you, put there by the ache in me. ”
• “ we could call it even, you could call me ‘babe’ for the weekend. ”
• “ the road not taken looks real good now. ”
• “ it always leads me to you. ”
• “ you can run but only so far. ”
• “ i escaped it too. ”
• “ remember how you watched me leave. ”
• “ now i’m missing your smile. ”
• “ i won’t ask you to wait if you don’t ask me to stay. ”
• “ the only soul who can tell which smile i’m faking… ”
• “ the heart i know i’m breaking is my own. ”
• “ even though i’m leaving, i’ll be yours for the weekend. ”

tolerate it.

• “ i notice everything you do or don’t do. ”
• “ if it’s all in my head, tell me now. ”
• “ tell me i’ve got it wrong somehow. ”
• “ i know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it. ”
• “ i take your indiscretions all in good fun. ”
• “ while you were out building other worlds, where was i? ”
• “ where’s that man who’d throw blankets over my barbed wire? ”
• “ i made you my temple, my mural, my sky: now i’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life. ”
• “  now i’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life. ”
• “ you assume i’m fine, but what would you do if i break free and leave us in ruins? ”
• “ if it’s all in my head tell me now, tell me i’ve got it wrong somehow. ”

lucifersresources:

as always, feel free to change pronouns etc to fit!

no body, no crime.

• “ it smells like infidelity. ”
• “ i think he did it, but i just can’t prove it. ”
• “ i ain’t letting up until the day i die. ”
• “ somebody’s gotta catch him out. ”
• “ i’ve cleaned enough houses to know how to cover up a scene. ”
• “ they think she did it but they just can’t prove it. ”
• “ i wasn’t letting up until the day he died.”

happiness.

• “ i showed you all of my hiding spots. ”
• “ i can’t face reinvention. ”
• “ i haven’t met the new me yet. ”
• “ there’ll be happiness after you. ”
• “ there was happiness because of you. ”
• “ there’ll be happiness after you, but there was happiness because of you. ”
• “ both of these things can be true. ”
• “ would’ve loved you for a lifetime. ”
• “ leave it all behind and there is happiness. ”
• “ tell me, when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk? ”
• “ when did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt? ”
• “ i hope she’ll be your beautiful fool, who takes my spot next to you. ”
• “ no, i didn’t mean that. ”
• “ sorry, i can’t see facts through all of my fury. ”
• “ you haven’t met the new me yet. ”
• “ there’ll be happiness after me. ”
• “ there was happiness because of me. ”
• “ there’ll be happiness after me, but there was happiness because of me. ”
• “ i believe there is happiness. ”
• “ in our history, across our great divide, there is a glorious sunrise. ”
• “ leave it all behind, and there is happiness. ”
• “ i can’t make it go away by making you a villain. ”
• “ i guess it’s the price i paid for seven years in heaven. ”
• “ i pulled your body into mind every goddamn night, now i get fake niceties. ”
• “ no one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you, and you know you hurt him too. ”
• “ after giving you the best i had, tell me what to give after that. ”
• “ all you want from me now is th green light of forgiveness. ”
• “ i think she’ll give you that. ”

dorothea.

• “ do you ever stop and think about me? ”
• “ i got nothing but well wishes for ya. ”
• “ this place is the same as it ever was. ”
• “ it’s never too late to come back to my side. ”
• “ if you’re ever tired of being known for who you know, you know, you’ll always know me. ”
• “ are you still the same soul? ”

coney island.

• “ break my soul in two. ”
• “ if i can’t relate to you anymore, then who am i related to? ”
• “ and if this is the long haul, how’d we get here so soon? ”
• “ did i close my fist around something delicate? did i shatter you? ”
• “ did i shatter you? ”
• “ sorry for not making you my centerfold? ”
• “ what’s a lifetime of achievement? ”
• “ what’s a lifetime of achievement, if i pushed you to the edge? ”
• “ you were too polite to leave me. ”
• “ do you miss the rogue who coaxed you into paradise and left you there? ”
• “ will you forgive my soul, when you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care? ”
• “ will you forgive my soul? ”
• “ did i paint your bluest skies the darkest gray? ”

ivy.

• “ your torch brought forth an incandescent glow. ”
• “ i just sit here and wait, grieving for the living. ”
• “ my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand. ”
• “ i can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland. ”
• “ your ivy grows and now i’m covered in you. ”
• “ i wish to know the fatal flaw that makes you long to be magnificently cursed. ”
• “ your opal eyes are all i wish to see. ”
• “ what would he do if he found us out? ”
• “ i’d live and die for moments that we stole. ”
• “ it’s a war, it’s the goddamn fight of my life. ”

lucifersresources:

as always, feel free to change pronouns etc to fit!

cowboy like me.

• “ dancing is a dangerous game. ”
• “ now i know, i’m never gonna love again. ”
• “ never wanted love, just a fancy car. ”
• “ i could be the way forward, only if they pay for it. ”
• “ you’re a bandit like me, eyes full of stars. ”
• “ never thought i’d meet you here. ”
• “ the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up. ”
• “ now you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylon. ”
• “ forever is the sweetest con. ”

long story short.

• “ i tried to pick my battles till the battle picked me. ”
• “ long story short, it was a bad time. ”
• “ long story short, it was the wrong guy. ”
• “ now, i’m all about you. ”
• “ i always felt i must look better in the rear view. ”
• “ if someone comes at us, this time i’m ready. ”
• “ no more keeping score. ”
• “ now i just keep you warm. ”
• “ past me: i wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things. ”
• “ your nemeses will defeat themselves before you get the chance to swing. ”
• “ long story short, i survived. ”

marjorie.

• “ never be so kind, you forget to be clever. ”
• “ never be so clever, you forget to be kind. ”
• “ if i didn’t know better, i’d think you were talking to me now. ”
• “ if i didn’t know better, i’d think you were still around. ”
• “ what died didn’t stay dead. ”
• “ you’re alive in my head. ”
• “ never be so polite, you forget your power. ”
• “ never wield such power, you forget to be polite. ”
• “ i should’ve asked you questions, i should’ve asked you how to be. ”
• “ every scrap of you would be taken from me. ”

closure.

• “ it’s been a long time. ”
• “ it’s been a long time and seeing the shape of your name still spells out pain. ”
• “ it wasn’t right, the way it all went down. ”
• “ yes, i got your letter. yes, i’m doing better. ”
• “ it cut deep to know ya. ”
• “ i know that it’s over. ”
• “ i don’t need your ‘closure’. ”
• “ don’t treat me like some situation that needs to be handled. ”
• “ i’m fine with spite and my tears. ”
• “ i can feel you smoothing me over. ”
• “ i’m just a wrinkle in your new life. ”
• “ staying ‘friends’ would iron it out so nice. ”
• “ guilty, reaching out across the sea that you put between you and me. ”
• “ but it’s fake and it’s oh so unnecessary. ”

evermore.

• “ i’ve been down since july. ”
• “ i replay my footsteps on each stepping stone, trying to find the one where i went wrong. ”
• i had a feeling so peculiar that this pain would be for evermore. ”
• “ guess i’m feeling unmoored. ”
• “ can’t remember what i used to fight for. ”
• “ i rewind the tape but all it does it pause on the very moment all was lost. ”
• “ can we just get a pause? ”
• “ when i was shipwrecked, i thought of you. ”
• “ i dreamed of you. ”
• “ it was real enough to get me through. ”
• “ this pain wouldn’t be for evermore. ”